Thursday, March 28, 2013

Audrey 1 Month

This is a week late... story of my life :), but wanted to share all the same. Audrey's chunking up and becoming more alert and today this kids and I swear she's starting to try and smile at us (on purpose :)).

Here's her 1 month photo (taken 3/20/13- with Charlotte's toes on the side):

And a few more photo's while I'm at it:


Boz walked in one Sunday morning and found these two like this :)

Some little leprechaun visited Audrey on St. Patty's Day


Begining to really enjoy bath time
 (sorry for the odd color- my white balance was off)

My little helper



Saturday, March 2, 2013

Welcome Audrey


Meet our newest little sweety:
Audrey Lynn Millar
Born February 20th at 4:33pm 
8 lbs 9 oz, 20 1/2 inches
I'm starting a trend here. I had Charlotte on my littlest sister, Marissa's, bday and Audrey just had to come on my oldest sister, Jennie's bday. I just like to be like my mom and labor on the same days.

Audrey's Birth Story:

Not sure where to start here.  Hard to say the moment labor commenced. I labor for weeks really. So here's a little back story:

Pre-labor: When I was first checked at 37 weeks I was 4cm dilated, which ensued a chorus of "you'll never make it past the weekend" from all of my OB's staff. I knew better, and told them all I'll see them next week. Granted I did still take the weekend to deep clean my house, pack the hospital bag, prepare frozen meals, etc... but sure enough I did make to my appointment the next week. This time 5cm dilated. The OB was shocked I was still walking around. He simply asked me what I wanted to do though. My reply was that as long as all was well with me and baby I'd continue to let nature take its course. 
At the hospital ready to blow.

I admit though I was pretty batty that weekend since I'd been at a 4 for a while before, but never to a 5. I started wondering at what point my body would finally go into active labor and worrying that by that point it would be too late and that baby would be born in the tub, car, anywhere. I wanted to avoid induction, but then I did not want something to go wrong and would never forgive myself if something happened to the baby. I should have just planned a home birth as a back up, but even then it might go to fast to get help in time. 

Anyway, I had another appointment the following Wednesday morning, the 20th. I wasn't sure how things were going to go. I was trying to prepare myself to know what to do and to trust what the OB advised. I walked into my appointment (Charlotte in tow) with a "ta da! I'm still here". More shock, shaking heads and laughter. I was at 6cm dilated. Without hesitation my Dr. told me he wanted me to go right in as soon as I could to the hospital. He was afraid to even let me leave his office and had worried about me all weekend and like me, was convinced that when this baby came it would be too fast. He felt that all he needed to do was break my water and baby would be on her way. No induction necessary. I kinda figured that would be the end result of all this (that or a car baby). 

Boz thought that this would be the case, so he wasn't surprised when I called him (probably very relieved too), but for some reason I was still a little in denial. It took some effort on my part to mentally prepare myself, but I felt it best to go in. Anyway, on to the hospital events:

Action time: We got to the hospital around noon, got checked in and hooked up to an IV. That was actually an icky moment. For some reason my blood pressure dropped dramatically and I lost all color in my face and of course felt awful. After several minutes of deep breathing I started stabilizing. I was praying that wasn't an omen of things to come. 

1:15 the Doctor showed up and ordered my penicillin (a safe guard for my history of Group B strep, though I tested negative this time). He returned at 1:35 to break my water. After 2 hours of just a few weak erratic contractions, some Pitocin was ordered. Before the pitocin was administered though my contraction started picking up and intensifying around 3:30ish. Must have just been the mere mention of pitocin :)... Unfortunately as I feared for weeks based on my erratic contractions and back pain, I was having back labor which made me fear pitocin even more. I had back labor with Elyette and it was far less manageable than my labors with Jack and Charlotte. This was good ole back labor again, so I was starting to doubt my ability to do things naturally again.

The pitocin was put in at 3:45, but the nurse thinks I never even got any in my system before we turned it off. I'm not sure, cause there was a contraction at 4pm that felt "pitocin" like (harder, doesn't ease up as much, etc.). I kept changing position (thanks to the back labor). At 4:10 the nurse decided to turn off the pitocin and check me since she had a feeling things would "melt fast" now that things were intensifying.

 I was 8cm. She called the Dr. The very next contraction was my first "urge to push" contraction. I was actually thrilled to have it cause I knew things would be over REALLY soon and the back labor wasn't prolonging things. Each contraction of course was much more intense than the last and I got into "hold this baby in" mode. I felt her crown at the end of the next contraction. Back up was called in and the nurse prepared herself to deliver the baby. She was crowning more and more each time, but being more familiar this time, it was easier to control her not exploding out of me than it was with Charlotte. It felt different though because Audrey head was against my tailbone. Boz said it looked like she was coming from far lower that she was suppose to be. She was.
Meeting the Sibs

The Dr. flew in at 4:30ish. I was amazed to see him work so swiftly. I tried to hold back a bit, but the relief of the Dr. being there made me let her go a bit and she was born at 4:33. I think the Dr. was there for 2 contractions. He administered a local anesthetic, episiotomy (since she was coming in so low- would have torn me up) and caught Audrey in just 2 minutes. I was rather impressed. Not to mention, extremely grateful. The long 10-15 of being stitched up was torturously long in comparison. I'm also SO grateful to my nurse for being ready for anything!
First Family Photo :)
 That feeling once they here and you really get to see your baby... wow... I made a very audible "Ah". Awe for the relief and awe for seeing this beautifully little person for the first time. 

She came out pudgy, pink, and with a healthy wail. She has Elyette's complexion and light hair color and crazy long eyelashes (it was kinda funny seeing these long lashes coming off of those puffy newborn eyes). Oh and a bit of a squashed nose, like her sisters:

She looks a bit like all of her siblings. I see mostly Elyette and a bit of Charlotte in her. We'll see as she grows. Basically, she looks like our kid :).

We took quick notes of when what happened when Charlotte was born. Which has actually been really cool to refer to. So we did the same with Audrey. Here are Boz's notes:

12:00 - check in 6cm (-1 station)
12:40 - IV start - weird cold sweat thing
1:15 - doctor shows up
No contractions yet
1:35 - break water
2:00 - first light contraction starts
3:00 - Contractions still sparse and weak.
3:25 - get up to go to the bathroom, started a couple goodish contractions
3:45 - Start Pitocin
4:10 - 8 cm (0 station) Pitocin off
4:12 - urge to push
4:32 - Doctor shows up
4:34 - Baby born 
He was off a minute on the birth :). 

There were a lot of babies being born, so the postpartum unit was packed and the rooms are shared. My roomate had some very late vistors and kept the bright lights and TV on all night. I got about 3 hours of sleep the entire time in the hospital. I was given the go ahead to go home the next morning but they have SO much stinking stuff you have to do in the hosptial (much of it fluff it seems) and they were busy so it wasn't until 4:30 the next day that I finally got to go home. For me at least I get NO rest in the hospital and cannot wait to get home with baby. It can't come soon enough. It is soooo good to be home. 
Sure do love these monkeys!


w/Grandpa (she's grandbaby #31!)


Got to have my parents for the week. It was GREAT!
Thank you little Gma and Gpa! We miss you already!


And as you can imagine Audrey is VERY LOVED and doted over. Its amazing how much she's changed and grown already. We are sure enjoying her!
10 days old

One Week Old

1 Week Old
(+ a day, taken Feb. 28th, 2013)

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Baby TIme!

Ok, so we're having a baby today! I'm 39 weeks 2 days. Two weeks ago I was 4cm dilated. Last week (Thursday) I was 5cm. Of course no one at my OB's thought they'd be seeing me this week, but I'm pretty much convinced that my so far "FAST" labor are actually just REALLY slow. Weeks full of small, erratic contractions.

Anyway, went in this morning and I'm 6 cm dilated. K, now seriously, at one point would my body finally kick into active labor??? Though I was hoping to finally just go into labor unassisted for once, its probably much wiser to give that up in favor of NOT having a baby in a store or car or anywhere thats not preferable to birth a baby. Thus, I'm consenting to the... well demand, of my Dr. to be admitted in just a few minutes here for him to break my water. Thankfully pitocin will not be necessary anyway, so I guess its not an induction, but anyway, WE'RE HAVING A BABY!  And I'm anxious, relieved, excited, nervous, and SO ready to meet this baby... assisted labor or otherwise.

WISH US LUCK!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Christmas 2012

December 2012 was pretty fantastic. We baked, viewed lights, drank hot cocoa, sang constantly, baked, read Christmas stories, watch the Nativity, enjoyed a dance recital and school programs,  had class parties, church parties, lots of family time, and baked some more.
Elyette ready for her dance recital.
Jack ready for his first school program.
Sadly Elyette missed hers, it was during school
on the one day of the school year so far she was at home sick.
 She was devastated, but performed for us at home anyway :).

Elyette and I also got ultra spoiled going to see the San Francisco Ballet's Nutcracker with the "big" Millar girls! She still talks about it, listens to the music and tells us all the story. It was magical.

We got an early start on Christmas "planning" this year, starting with our Christmas card (a concept I've been dying to do since last Christmas)
Our card cover
After some Salvation Army shopping we set up a sheet and benches in our room and used our remote to trigger our camera (our usually method for taking family photos :)). Hope you enjoyed our card this year. We sure did. 
Best family photo shoot ever. We were all dorking it up.
So apparently getting an early start for us only means we start adding more projects than intended with our "extra time". And probably a third of them weren't even Christmas related. It was fun though, sewing by day and working and chatting in the garage with Boz by night. And we didn't pull to many super late nights (just a few for those last few coats of polyurethane).
I'm diggin' this random photo of our garage in December showing, our mogpog of projects.
I'm no longer in the habit of taking photos of our work anymore, nor can I remember all of it, but here is some of what we made this year (mostly the stuff done for the kids):
Christmas PJ's!

Here's Elyette in her dance costume we made. 
Poser :). Love that kid!

Snow White Dress up for Charlotte

Christmas "church wear".
Made the gold skirt, tie and lace top.
 Charlotte's wearing the red dress made for Elyette back in the day.
Apron and Chef hat for my little chef. (he's pretty awesome in the kitchen)
Made skirt, lace top, and headband
This wasn't for Christmas, but I wanted to make Charlotte something
 for Church that wasn't a  hand-me-down,
 and I had enough of this pink satin and white lace and knit on hand. 

 Oh look. Something NOT for my kids... We did a few painted shirts (anyone recognize the guy on this one?), PJ's, baked goods, etc. for other family members. 

I can't take much credit for this one. Boz did the audio recording and editing and I put the video together (Don't judge me, I'm no video editor) but the idea was all my oldest sister Jennie. 

Before our family reunion in August she called me about recording us sisters singing "As Sisters in Zion" and our kids, husbands, and my brothers singing "Army of Helaman" and putting it to a video of all the grandchildren dressed as missionaries as a gift for my parents. My mom knew about it, but we kept it a surprise from my dad. On an evening during the reunion that my parents left for a cousins wedding, we all got together and pulled it off. Needless to say, it was an awesome experience. I wish I had seen my parent's reaction on Christmas Day, but I hear there wasn't a dry eye. Mission accomplished :). 

Another gift that had some sentiment for us was a photo display for Boz's parents. I wanted a way to display some pictures of all the great times we've had on their Ranch and came up with this rugged window looking frame that was backed with sheet metal to be able to stick pics up on with magnets. Boz ran with the idea and made it basically entirely by himself. He's getting good at this stuff. :) 
Simple, but I love it! 
Our "elf" project this year was a group gift for the all our kids. We designed and made them a market. Complete with a chalk board sign, a traditional striped awning, and plexi-glass sliding doors. All the supplies came in under $40 (wood, paint, poly, fabric, plexi-glass). Although the cost of the accessories for the market (food, shopping cart and cash register) were not so thrifty. 

Its work handmaking gifts, but I tell ya, it gives SO MUCH more meaning for me and its pretty rewarding to see things come together. 

Thursday, January 31, 2013

More 2012

Wow, it takes me forever to pick through pictures when I blog. I can see why I hit blog burn out last year.  Anyone else have this "issue"?

Anywho...

Buying the house was pretty all consuming the first few months of 2012. And once in the house scrubbing, painting, renovating, demoing, and just all around lots of DIYing has been a constant (well I've slowed down as my pregnancy has progressed) but I'll enjoy blogging all the house goodness some other time.

Other than housing buying/making and April's events  (that I actually did blog about), life certainly didn't slow down from there...

 In May, Boz hit the big 30.

We started potty training Charlotte. Oh what a LONG road that one has been :) good thing she's so stinkin' cute.

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We got to have a brief but sweet visit from my parents, who came out of there way to see us while picking up a new paraplegic vehicle in Northern Cali.  Unfortunately, thanks to this falsely advertised vehicle, their time was not as brief or as sweet for them on their way home. Without going into all the details, Jack was beside himself when they left. It was very sweet. He prayed very earnestly for their safe arrival home (even though he wanted to keep them longer). We all did, as this vehicle gave us all cause for concern. The faithful prayers of that little boy that got them home safely (albeit in a rental car with a few bruises- their lives' mission carries on).
Elyette had her 2nd ever dance recital. Dancing to "Girls Just Want to Have Fun". She performed her dance with 2 other friends from class at their school talent show too. It was from that we discovered Elyette has NO fear of performing in front of others. She thought we were nuts when we asked her if she was nervous. She certainly didn't get that from either of her parents.



May also marked a whole lot of camping for Boz. Between various ward campouts, scout camp etc. I think he spent only one Friday night in his own bed that month.
Daddy/Daughter campout :)
Come June I got some camping in too:
On top of "Donkey" Rock with some of my YW, Amanda, Abby, and Emma
I had the opportunity to serve at YW's Camp for our Stake for a week. I got to be a 4th year counselor, serving alongside some wonderful women for some seriously AWESOME young women. As 4th years we went up a day before the rest of the camp and did an overnight hike backpacking in all our gear to our base camp, hiking the Rock by day and back to base camp for the night. The following day we hiked back into camp where all the rest of the camp had just arrived. It was a pretty cool experience. All of camp was. One definitely marked in my memory. Kinda a tender one for me still since it was shortly there after that our ward YW presidency was released (I served as YW 2nd counselor for 2 years. BEST CALLING EVER!).

The day before leaving for YW Camp, though it was a few days premature, I had some pressing business I had to take care for my mind to be at ease:

Yep, I was pregnant. It was also Father's Day so I wrapped that puppy up and gave it to Boz that evening. What guy doesn't love getting a stick his wife peed on for Father's Day? :)

So as my official announcement to the world (with less than 4 weeks to go- ha): We're Pregnant with #4... a little girl, due February 25th, 2013.

Aside from camping, our summer was filled with swimming, boating, tubing, fishing, shooting, chilling at the beach, evening movies in the yard, stargazing, enjoying the Millar ranch,  kitty chasing (on Charlotte's part), biking Yosemite and, oh yes morning sickness :)... blah. Seriously though, it was a great summer.
tubing Millerton at YW/YM activity

little dork :)
"I swimmeen, swimmeen..."
Red faced Charlotte, cousin Brynn, Jack and Elyette on Bass Lake

Tube wars



Elyette getting a shooting lesson family friend Ernie
4th of July sparklers at Great Gma Rae's
Elyette biking Yosemite
BEACH!

With Gma Debbie and Gpa Greg
Fishing in Utah near Bear Lake

got one!
gutting her catch
watching "The Lorax" outside


Our last hurrah of summer was a bi-annual Smith Family Reunion (my parents, siblings and our families). This year at Bear Lake, Ut. All 49 of us (hence the "Smith Family 49ers T shirts) shared a big house near the lake. It was a BLAST.
With my 8 siblings
(From left to right- Top: Elisa, Jacob,  middle: Marissa, Rachel, Stephanie, bottom: Matthew, Amy, Me, Jennie)
All 49 of us
Charlotte and her also 2 year old cousin Sarah
belly laughing about who knows what out alone together on the patio.
Just 2 days after getting home from the reunion. School started.
all ready

Elyette started 2nd grade and Jack started Kindergarten. And can I tell ya, sending them off doesn't get any easier!

with Charlotte who thinks she so big :)


I'm getting all gushy just writing about it.


Shortly after his first day of school, my little dude turned 5!
Enjoy breakfast in bed: german pancakes, his favorite

Jack played soccer again in the Fall and Elyette really wanted to join in this year so we signed her up too. They were on the same team (since she was 6 and he 5 at the time) so it made practice/game life super easy and really fun to watch them both.
She got really good
seasoned pro
Charlotte always making friends at the games
We did loads of crafting in October and as always, the "give me fast results" seamstress in me is a fan of the Halloween costume scene. It was MUCH lower key this year however (last year's all from scratch insanity is not a likely recurrence). Thanks to previously made costume in their dress-up trunk, only a few items were made to supplement.

Since getting much coveted play bow and arrows, Jack and Elyette have wanted them in their costumes. I thought about doing a family theme of famous archers; Robin Hood, Cupid, Merida, Katniss, Hawkeye, etc. -- Charlotte as Katniss. Myself as Cupid. My growing belly made me feel more chubby baby like than kick-butt tribute from District 12. -- but that was more work and Boz ended up being out of town anyway. Instead I sported my belly as a beer belly, I mean a "rootbeer" belly and went as a white trash dude (trucker hat, mustache, tats, tight shirt, etc.). Sorry, I never did get a pic of myself... I think my father-in-law did though... hmmm, blackmail?

Anyway, back to the kids.

Charlotte was Little Red Riding Hood. The corset and peasant top were already made, so I just did the cloak and skirt for her.

Jack was Robin Hood of course. I made him the cloak and hat but the rest were dress-up stuff.

Elyette decided early on she wanted to be Merida from Brave. She already had the purple cloak so the dress was the only thing from scratch I had to do. It was 2 dresses really. The tan under dress (nightgown like) and the green dress over it. The sleeve cuff things were interesting to figure out.

A week after Halloween comes Elyette's birthday. She's a HUGE fan of sushi (what 7 year old isn't?) so we made our 3rd attempt at homemade sushi rolls (no fancy raw fish though, just smoked salmon and shrimp combos). Followed up by her request for pumpkin pie. The pumpkin used was the ultimate gift sacrificed by Jack from his field trip to the pumpkin patch. A much loved pumpkin. He made an interesting pairing with sushi.

Its been a while since I threw a party for the kids' bday (Elyette's 4th and Jack's 3rd) so I decided I trade off ever other year with them. Elyette helped me plan a party of extreme girlyness. It was a Fairy Garden Tea Party. We planned to do it outside under a little tent and feature the kids' new treehouse that Boz had just finished, but it ended up too cold with possible rain, so we moved it inside. Elyette worked hard individually decorating teacups for invites and helping me assemble tulle flowers, wings, petal placemats, and all the food.


 We made assorted tea sandwiches (ham and cheese, strawberry cream cheese, and cucumber avocado , veggie and dip filled baguette slices, fruit kabobs, banana nutella wafer cookies, petite fours (chocolate dipped rice crispy treats) and of course Raspberry tea. As long as they had enough cream and sugar the tea was a hit :).

We made iced butterfly and flower cookie pops as party favors and had jelly filled strawberry cake with frosting rosettes that sat on a bed of wheat grass. The wheat grass is the coolest thing ever. It took us 2 weeks to grow from some wheat berries (just from food storage) on a large disposable platter. It was really cool to see it go from seed to 6 inch long thick green grass in such a short time. I might have to do it again for an Easter centerpiece or something.

Shortly after that adventure we drove off the Washington for Thanksgiving break. It had been 10 years since I had been "home" for Thanksgiving (last time was my freshman year at BYU). A first for Boz and kids.
DANG! We look good after 8 years.

Before Thanksgiving Day, Boz and I got to celebrate our 8th anniversary back in Seattle. We first did sealings at the Seattle Temple (where we were married), then had a YUM pastrami sandwich at Tat's Deli and visited the King Tut exhibit at the Pacific Science Center (I'd been wanted to see it since it was in SF the Fall we moved out of the Bay area).

Thanksgiving Day was filled with LOTS of cousins, games, cooking, food and most of all PIE. We had 17 pies to be exact. And apparently they are pretty much all we got pictures of that trip :P.


Well, wow. Since this post in getting into the "epically long, likely unread" category of posts, we'll save December/Christmas for a later time... Happy Blogging!